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In 2 months I'll be 18

In 4 months I'll be done with highschool

In 8 months I could be on a mission

I'm not even ready for tomorrow

I'm not even ready for bed

I miss yesterday when I was 12 or 8 or 5 when the days felt like years and my backyard was its own universe 

I miss when I had a a full house and I heard something other than silence and the washing machine

I miss not knowing what friends were and not caring about anything but my mom and my dog

I miss eating TV dinners over a towel and watching Peter Pan in the entry way

I miss walking my dog

I miss what my life was

But In 2 months I'll be 18

In 4 months I'll be done with highschool

In 8 months I could be on a mission

I'm not even ready for tomorrow

Muzic

Little Boys - New Shack

The Summer Ends - American Football

Bright Lit Blue Skies - Ariel Pink

Come to Here - Bat Manors

Stand By Me - Ben E. King

Chamakay - Blood Orange

I Can't Make You Love Me - Bon Iver

Lost - Chance the Rapper

If I Had a Heart - Fever Ray

Crack Rock - Frank Ocean

Itchin' on a Photograph - Grouplove

Perfect Disguise - Modest Mouse

Romulus - Sufjan Stevens

Wild Geese - The Drums

Sister, Do You Know My Name? The  White Stripes

First Day Of My Life - Bright Eyes