Wednesday, September 30, 2015

What am I

What is a human?
Why must I be?
What is a human?
A human is me.  
Why is a human?
Why am I me?
I look up and wonder,
What else I could be?
A fish
A frog
A flower
A tree
Anything else

But would I still be me?

I think that I'm human.
I think that I'm me.
But if I am not human,
What else could I be?



Questions melt

The water freezes



I look and I wonder why



It melts, all is well


















Wednesday, September 23, 2015

Okay

Lunchtime makes me sad
Football games too
Something about seeing so many people seeming so okay makes me feel like it's not okay to not always be okay. And I know everyone's not always okay but when everyone acts like they're okay and it's okay then how are people supposed to know that it's okay to not be okay? And usually it's okay and lunch is okay and life's okay, sometimes it's even good, or great. But sometimes it's nice to feel like it's okay not to always be okay. 

But it's okay. 

Sunday, September 20, 2015

What I see

I see a sword
A bottle
Pens
Puzzles
I see Jesus 
I see pink
I see yellow
White
Black
Green
Blue
Grey
Brown
I see colours
I see a turtle
A carved wooden box 
Books
Super smash brothers
I see posters
Pictures
Chapstick
Dust
I see a dream catcher
A duck
Broken glass
Garbage 
Shoes
National Geographic
A chair
I see my broken record player
Records
Shelves
A phone
A vacuume
Hats
Drawers
Duct tape
Flashlights
Lightbulbs
I see a 15 pound weight
A briefcase
A door
A pin
A clock

I don't see enough

Monday, September 7, 2015

Contradicting thoughts

I want to fly but I'm afraid of heights

I want to be taller but I nervous to grow up

I want to be quieter but I need to meet more people

I want to climb mountains but I don't want to leave bed

I want to eat but I'm not very hungry

I want to play music but I'm too frustrated to practice

I want to know more but I don't know what to learn

I want to "go with the flow" but I'm nervous about everything

I want
I want
I want





But...

Sunday, September 6, 2015

hats?

Hats bind us. They seperate, they're not not real, and but they're what make us... us. They make us athletes, dancers, bookworms, introverts, musicians, they make us the friends, sons, daughters and people we are. Whatever we do, whatever we are, we owe it to the hats we put on. Hats are the relationships we make, the talents we have, the reputations others see. Some people think we have hats we don't, and some people don't have any idea what hats we have. We make our hats, and they make us. Some of these hats are new, or practically unworn, and some took years to make and we add to them everyday, taking and adding, trying, or not trying, to make them the best they can be. I like the people that know how to make a hat for everyone, getting to know them and making there hat, their relationship, as real and beautiful as they can. I like the people, who no matter what hat they put on, still can somehow stay the same. The people that put a part of themselves into what they create. The people that do whatever it takes to keep their hats, or their relationships and roles, in good condition. But still, even the best of us have hats we've broken, or ruined, or forgotten. The hats we've let turn ugly, the relationships we've given up on. But nothing is past fixing, and with enough effort and work and tears and sweat, no hat can't be fixed, no sin can't be atoned, and no friendship can't be renewed. Nothing is impossible, but nothing is easy. No hat worth wearing, or relationship worth keeping, doesn't require hard work and dedication. We are the hats we wear, so make something you can be proud of.