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I don't always know if what I have is a heart but I do feel something in my chest. 

I feel it wishing 

and wanting 

and yearning 

and crying 

and falling 

and burning 

and pumping

and flying

I feel it being crumpled up and thrown at the trash can, but it misses so someone has to pick it up and drop it in

I hear it spinning just how it should but slowly slowing till its at an audibly lower pitch and the music is at the wrong speed

I see it half full of water but I don't want to go upstairs and fill it back up

Yes, I feel it, but whatever it is, it still works.