Contradicting thoughts

I want to fly but I'm afraid of heights

I want to be taller but I nervous to grow up

I want to be quieter but I need to meet more people

I want to climb mountains but I don't want to leave bed

I want to eat but I'm not very hungry

I want to play music but I'm too frustrated to practice

I want to know more but I don't know what to learn

I want to "go with the flow" but I'm nervous about everything

I want

I want

I want

But...